It
didn’t occur to Sean McGuire, when he and Rafferty first crossed
paths that the man would become a friend, much less an intricate part
of his life. Rafferty, a large, affable, beefy-faced Irishman, tended
bar in a small pub located on the main thoroughfare of the submarine
base, HMS Dolphin. Rafferty’s smile, quick wit, and a capacity
for empathy that a parish priest might covet, had over years prompted
sailors to share whatever burdens they may have borne on any given
day. A known and trusted civil servant, he’d over the years
almost become part of the crew. He listened, commiserated, and sometimes
advised. He had developed what everyone needed from time to time,
a safe ear to bend.
McGuire had enlisted in the navy looking and hoping for a life with
far more promise than the one he’d been born into. He didn’t
believe in the adversarial outlook foisted on him by those who’d
reared him. Nor did he believe that because he’d been born of
an Irish womb, he would have to accept the second-class status he
felt surrounded by. Worn-out tales of oppression and rebellion lost
their sway to his own sense of oppression and rebellion. There was
more to life, he figured, than seemingly endless, back-breaking hours
of menial labor offset by a few pints in the pub while on the way
home. And home to what? An unheated row house, a wife, and a swarm
of snot-nosed kids who had somehow or other wormed their way into
his life for no other reason than “this is the way it is”?
I may have been denied any hope of an education, he thought at the
time, but God didn’t deny me a working brain. Perhaps if I use
it, I can be on my way to far better than what we have here.
He’d been born into a bitter-filled existence, and the navy
presented what seemed like a way out. It had worked; I can smile at
that stuff, he thought, remembering Uncle Wolfe’s advice when
told of Sean’s decision to join.